Dazed and Confused

So I got in....

SDSU....starts January.

I'm very happpy, I won't lie. I always said I would never end up there but deep down inside I knew I would.

I'm very happy that I am finally leaving community college and in no way am I looking down on it, however, my time to leave came.

I have been stuck in a self made hole and finally I can leave and reach my goal of graduating.

I am scared about many things regarding SDSU.

I'm scared of not being able to afford tuition.

and

I'm scared of all the other issues regarding money.

But mostly I'm scared of almost finishing school.

Although graduating will be a huge accomplishment in my life it will also mean that I will enter another level of adult hood.

I will no longer have a job that involves me folding clothes or joking around. I will now have to take life more seriously and grow up.

The funny thing is that I am not scared of the classes or even failing the. I have heard so many people talk about how hard it is and how they have a 2.5 after having an almost 4.0 in high school. I think that it is all about motivation and dedication.

I am dazed and confused but at the end I am more excited and motivated